Hello Blog, forgive for neglecting you so

Cross Country Season is now over, my book report is done, my book outline, and my science article is done. Feels like I have nothing better to do now.

Gee, I`m so used to feel the weight on my chest with the work I put myself through constantly. It feels so weird to not have to do a lot. 
It left me  A LOT of time since Tuesday to sit and read books. I`ve already finished one long book, almost 900 pages. It was the best book I`ve read in a while. I have never been so engrossed and so emotionally close to the words coming from another persons mind.

Sherrilyn Kenyon is a fantastic author. I have only read one book from her so far, but I`ve visited her webpage and read some of the book excerpt of authors. I had me hooked. Safe to say now that I am currently waiting for books to arrive form my local library by her.

http://www.sherrilynkenyon.com/
HER WEBPAGE

And with my classes feeling so aggravating with the people and he teachers there, reading is the only stress reliever I can have. A lot of people have me worried about me, saying I've been in a bad mood, I`m quite, I look angry or annoyed. Which is strange, I`m not. I`ve just been in a little quite time period. And I have been distasting the physical contact from people. I`ve been in this odd little behavior but I am slowly bouncing back into a little social mood.

I`ll be starting to swim team soon and going back into my Upward Bound Program. It feels so weird. And I don't feel mentally ready to deal with people in upward bound that are so...loud, peevish, and too bombastic. If anything, its only a handful of people. However, its embarrassing to be around them sometimes. You can tell on fieldtrip the expressions of peoples faces says it all.

Well maybe not, I`ve always been good at reading people. Kinda weird but it comes in handy.

However one good thing comes out of it. HALLOWEEN IS COMING.
I am so excited, I love seeing the little kids dressed up in adorable costumes, eating candy, and watching scary movies. its the most magical night to me that only comes once a year. But I hardly express that kind of enjoyment to a lot of people. I plan to dress up as a witch this year ;)

Also I am finding tumblr a great stress reliever. I get on and feel in awe with my deskboard. Its a nice way to express myself. I have also been finding neat ideas to make for my personal art projects But my creativity level is in need of a break, haha.

http://rwhan.tumblr.com/ 
MY TUMBLR BLOG

I think that's all I have to say for now. Bye!

{untited for now}

This is all rough draft. No edits, corrections, or grammar corrections.
I want to post this just to… see the reaction of people that read it and see if I should keep going or not.
Critiques and helpful comments are highly appreciated.
Also, I have no figured out her name yet. So it`s supposed to be left unsaid
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Here is the link for my story!

 http://figment.com/books/702502--untitled-for-now-

Hunt for October Red

Inspired by the changing leaves from autumn; I just HAD to write this.
I have not wrote poetry for a long time, go easy with the comments and critiques.
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http://rwhan.deviantart.com/
https://www.facebook.com/artworkorrwhan?ref=hl
http://rwhanartwork.blogspot.com/

"The leaves evolve into the shades of brilliant red;
an approbation to the word October.
A lurid glow from the carvings of a hallow pumpkin.
Assuage to the change, with decorations held to an annual Sabbath.
A feeling you get when you`ve changed for the new coming year.
To the smell of pumpkin, cinnamon, and beloved sweets;
down to the unassailable warmth of a blanket.
When the candles lit and the wind sings its transcending tale;
everything is coherent to the word October,
with brilliant shades of red."

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 http://figment.com/users/218398-Rwhan

A link to my figment account!

My weekend(s)

My weekends just felt so awkward. I kept to myself being busy with editing my page one weekend. It edit, it look nice now, and I have been getting more page views. I wish I can more feed back or comments but honestly....some people just click favorite and be done with that.

Constructive feedback can be GREAT, even WONDERFUL for me.

And for the past three sets of weekends, its consisted of me working and unable to sleep as much as I like. However, this weekend was different. I managed to finally get up around 8-9ish instead of 7:30 exactly!

I still have a book report, a book outline, and a science article to finish. The science article s the only one I have not even started yet.

And right now I am watching the Phantom of the Opera. The 1925 version, so far its pretty interesting. So I will end this blog here.

Newspaper Club

I want to join the newspaper club; I love writing, how else can I express it?  Other than improve my writing technique. (I feel it needs a lot of work that needs to be done) I`s something new and it will help me get more active.

I`m not fully aware to write or what goal there is behind it. Just whatever comes to me, I have always had this "freelance" style with my writing. It could be poems, comments, a journal entry, or short stories.

The thing with short stories is that I have never wrote an actual novel.

"My mind is like clouds, some drift slowly while other go by fast. It can rain so hard you can`t tell where you want to go or what to write. It can be free like the sunlight, kissing away the sky to show a beloved promise of ideas. The sky always changes with different pictures and scenes. It never stays still, it always has to be in motion like a gust of wind bellowing the colors to change the sky like twilight to dawn. A paintbrush with different attributes to it`s canvas."

I`m always motivated and inspired, I just lack dedication to ideas over lengthy periods of time.

I think I just wrote something! hahaha!

There is one obstacle...not a lot of people are wanting t fully participated. Maybe I can talk to the head of the newspaper club about writing more then one article for the meeting on Tuesday. And when more people join I can leave an open article for them to work on.
This gets me so excited, but when I write. I needs to be interesting. Something that draws in a crowd.

I am considering of becoming a writer, a journalist, something.

I still have other ideas but this one picks at me more, a bigger hill that needs to be mowed over.  That`s why I want to do this, I want to see what it feels like to have you`re writing published.

• Movies Reviews
• Book Reviews
• Poems
• Inspirational Advice

I do have an idea on writing a movie review on "The Raven"....the one released in 2011. Perhaps that shall be my first article. I hope this all goes well :)

A new blog

Okay so I`m just going to make a tea blog. I doubt this will get very active; but I`ll post cool videos and links to some cooking stuff and tea related things for you guys.
http://kattealeak.blogspot.com/

School

This is all typed up from writing in the middle of the first day of class.

School (Chemistry Honors)

Okay so the first day of school so far is pretty hectic. Student`s schedule is mixed up, classes are missing, or have a blank slot. So it will take a while before anyone's schedule is fixed.

And I happen to be missing an Algebra 2 Honors class; however, I have a "fundamentals of design"; that makes this two art classes. Considering I am listening to my teacher with this Indian accent stressing himself out about the number of students is too high for his chemistry class due to a risk factor. He seems nice but today...I don`t feel like getting to in-depth with all of that.

Oh god I want my tea so bad right now.

On the bright side I got to see all my friends; it was really good to see some familiar faces. But I have a separate lunch class then them (I had a couple friends in the same period; but one friends got their schedule changed.)

It feels weird; you`ve changed so much this summer. When you feel like that and go back to school, wow. That`s all I can say.

(I think I`m using my blog as some journal....that people can see. Yeeshhh.)

 

School (French 2 Honors)

 

Madame Dvorik has this very thick Russian accent...it`s kind of fun listening to her.

• She`s from Moscow
• She already said she is a demanding person

Looks like I am going to learn how to speak French in a thick heavy Russian accent!

 

Strangely, I`m really excited to speak a different language. She talks about college and how they like your money....a lot.

 

This makes me think about my art class; I talked to my old geometry teacher(who is my cross country coach). I`ll take the honors math-but I may have to drop ceramics. Hopefully I`ll get out "Fundamental of Design".

 

....from how the teacher is talking so far, I think I`ll be writing a LOT of French related things in her class.

 

Oh how I miss learning a different language ;-;

 

 

School (English 3 Honors)

 

It`s almost the end of the school day and everything feels so different. One major things is that I won`t be in the SAE class with everyone else!

 

It feels like a cage was released and I see new people along with some old friends...perfect!

 

 

Now that I think of it...I think I got my wish; and another bonus is that I don't have to see the one person that made me feel so aggravated to be around. To me that feels like a star sticker on my cheek from the universe-like "hey this is life, we think we needed a break and let this one person get out of your life".

 

I am so happy to have that one person gone and out of my life...hopefully for good. I could never get away from the person, we were in the same social group and I didn't want to start anything unnecessary. Let`s all hope I didn't just jinx myself.

 

Another bonus would be my classes are in the two trailers...AKA: air conditioning!

 

...man this makes me thinking of wanting my locker a lot now. I really do not want to carry all this stuff I have to lug around in my duffle bag(full of cross country stuff)

 

School (American Government)

 

So the moment I walked in to find a small old women wearing two glasses at once.

 

It`s strange but interesting. We have AP edition textbooks...not that different from last yea`s history class. Except we had 3 history teachers in one year.

 

Over all I`m happy that we have more classes in a shorter tie span, and a variety of people. It feels private in a way-some people know you and some people don`t. And the one`s that do either barely know you or are close friends.

 

I was actually pretty nervous...well more like a negative grumpy person this morning.

 

 

"People may forget what you say or do, but they won`t forget how you make them feel"